Update...to be back or not to be back

Well its been awhile since I have been on here. So since the last time i was on here i had our twins Teagan and Amelia. They came into this world on July 29th at 11:10 and 11:11pm Teagan was 6lbs 15oz and Amelia was 5lbs 5oz but you would never know that they were actually 5 weeks early. They didn't need any NICU time which was fabulous. They are now almost 18 months old and have a littler brother that came into the world this past December. We had our last addition to our family December 26th. Our fourth child and second son Ezra came into this world at 8:07am  at a whopping 11lbs 9oz  22inches long and he did end up needing some NICU time and for that he was flown down to UC Davis and he was there for five days. It was a horrific experience and one i do not plan on doing again. I will have to go into details soon about everything but my main reason for restarting my blog is one because a friend started her own which reminded me why i started mine to begin with. It was a way for me to release any feelings i had about any number of things and a way for people to see that yes christians do struggle but we still try to do right by the lord. As of right now I am not sure how often i will be on here but i did want to put up an update since ya never know who ends up running across these =) I hope to start feeling th eneed to write though but we shall see.